Fresh Start

July 11, 2007 was the date my son was born and oh boy oh boy did I needed to make some changes. First needed to move on without his father, he was a huge mistake to begin with. But like they always say, "you learn from your mistakes." The only good thing that came out of that relationship was Nate :) Second had to take care of business before pleasure haha Liu (best friend) always told me that.... hmm so far so good though. Then I took my friendship with Willie to the next level :) the best move I have made in like foooooorever haha. He is great with Nathan so thats a total PLUS. After I had Nate, it was sooo hard to adjust to him. I was so use to being alone and never really shared my time with anyone. So once he came home that day ooowweee was that new to me haha. I was like oh hells no... he's crying, eeww he pooped, oh no no he just puked and oh no is he breathing haha. This whole being a mother was so scary to me ay no! And then having a boyfriend was new to me too, cuz never had a serious boyfriend/girlfriend relationship with baby's daddy. He's totally weird! his loss hahaha Yeah so all this was new to me! Now I'm a pro hehe.. no but seriously I am :) so proud of myself. Nate is bigger so much easier to raise, at first it was scary especially when they are so tiny. He's awesome! A lil bratty but he's my son and I love him more than anything, sorry babe hehe... now Willie hmmm well he's just like the awesomest ever haha i dont even think thats a word haha... no but seriously he is. He treats me like a queen, no princess a QUEEN. haha no but he does. He took me to Palm Springs when we were just dating and oh boy was that fun :) he showed me the best time ever. Then he took me to Vegas for the first time for our 1st Valentines!! woot woot! now that was like total royalty... baaaalling hahaha I mean I slept for the most of the time but it was still awesome. Stayed at the Wynn, ordered room service, shopped and went dancing woot woot! Now he always makes sure I'm okay and Nate too... love that about him!! Ok so now I can really say I'm happy with my life, hmm I havent said that in a loooooong while. But having Nathan and Willie in my life, I just cant ask for a better life :)